Thursday, September 29, 2005

She's in town

Last night I got a strange sms from the late architect's cousin. It said she's in manila and asked if wanted to meet her because she's in manila. wtf?! First and foremost, the last time i spoke with her (during a chat after the architect passed away) she was so mad at me and was friggin' accusing me of killing her cousin. Nice noh? Maybe I was an emotional killer but I never killed anybody physically. It just sounds funny because I can clearly recall how much bad things she said to me and then magically it disappears after a few months. I am not mad at her because she's his cousin so I did understand how torn she felt when her cousin left for good. But then how do you expect me to react with her invitation to meet up? Pretend that everything's ok between us just like that? She should have known better that im not that kind of person.

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Friendster Surver #11

1. WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN LAST WEEKEND?
- saturday was spent at divisoria(bargain shopping!!!) with mom and an aunt. sunday was spent with HH at his house

2. ARE YOU IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
- yes

3. HOW DO YOU FEEL AT THIS MOMENT?
- tired and hungry! worst feeling of all!

4. WHAT ARE YOU DOING RIGHT NOW?
- blogging while waiting for my sundo(HH) to pick me up from the office

6. ARE YOU CRAZY ENOUGH TO DO SOMETHING FOR SOMEONE YOU LOVE?
- i used to but now ive learned my lessons... try to be rational

7. DOES THAT PERSON YOU'RE CRAZY ABOUT KNOW HOW YOU FEEL RIGHT NOW?
- i think so

8. IF YOU WERE TO GO BACK TO THE PAST, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
- i should have seen him when i had the chance to. maybe it could have made a difference.

9. WHAT IF THE PERSON WHOM YOU LOVE HURT YOU RIGHT NOW? WOULD YOU CRY?
- i think so but ill make sure ill get even and make him cry worse

10. WHAT'S THE SWEETEST THING ANYONE HAS EVER DONE FOR YOU?
- i cant choose... dami!

12. WHAT CAN MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER IF YOU WERE DEPRESSED?
- ice cream, softdrinks, yosi, fresh air

13. EVER HAD FEELINGS FOR ANYONE?
- yes of course

14. WHAT TYPE OF PERSON DO YOU LIKE?
- good conversationalist, someone who's interested in me and my weird life, someone who will put an effort in pleasing me, someone who will understand me

15. HAVE U FOUND THAT TYPE OF PERSON?
- i think so!

16. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON TO HUG YOU? OR YOU GAVE A HUG TO? HOW DID IT FEEL?
- HH. he made me feel that everything's goin to be alright.

17. WOULD YOU STILL GIVE A CHANCE TO ANY PERSON THAT HAS HURT YOU?
- NO

18. WHERE DO YOU WANNA GO RIGHT NOW?
- home

19. DO YOU HATE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
- maybe... and i dont like the feeling at all

20. DO YOU GO ONLINE EVERYDAY?
- almost everyday

21. ARE YOU FEELING HAPPY RIGHT NOW?
- yes i am. very thankful for the blessings that God continuously showers upon me

22. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
- electric fan and keyboard strokes... i want to go home!!!

Monday, September 19, 2005

Quick update

my house is quite chaotic. mom's a bit problematic about my other sister. who's such a pain in the a**. bills I have to pay are all going up but my salary isnt getting bigger. ive been doing a lot of shopping lately because i have to get ready for my next departure.

I am supposed to leave next weekend but my boss decided to delay my flight for 2 more weeks because of some urgent matters i have to attend to here in manila. i still need to train one more resource here so that worse comes to worse, we wont get undermanned.

HH and i are doing very well. he's trying to spend lots of time with me because im leaving soon. im enjoying every moment i spend with him. though my next trip would only take me couple of weeks, hh still insist on spending time with me. =)

i still think of him... the guy who broke my heart lots of times but claimed he loved me so much. though he's gone, I still feel bad about him and the painful things he did to me. i havent forgiven him for those things. i still think of him not because i still love him or I still care for him. i think it's more of anger that makes him stay in my mind. i seldom get mad and it will take quite an effort to push me to my limit before getting angry but when I do, it's so hard for me to forgive and to forget. Maybe in time...

Thursday, September 08, 2005

November born

NOVEMBER:
Trustworthy and loyal. Very compassionate and caring. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Very skilled at making love. Has above-average penis(males only). Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty. Playful, secretive. Very emotional and takes a lot to make angry. Meets new people easily. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because theyre one of a kind.

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Got that from friendster. It's so funny because it perfectly describes me. Hahaha. HH was reading it and he kept laughing about the 'very skilled at making love' part. He said that that he's got to see. hahaha. Trustworthy and loyal... hmmm... that gave me a bit of a headache. hihi. im not perfect ok?! But I am compassionate and caring. Make that overly caring especially to my family and special people in my life.

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Updates about me

Ive neglected my blog for the past how many weeks because i have so much stuff to do at work. Im actually blogging from my office and guess what time it is already?! It's 9:30pm and im still in my little cube waiting for a You-Can-Go-Home-Now-Lets-Finish-This-Tomorrow email from my client. Hayyy.... My head is already spinning from thinking too much the whole day. Im tired... really tired... very tired!

News updates about me...

Few weeks back I met up with my old college friends because one of them is leaving for UK to study his masterals in architecture. Wow! His family is sooooooo rich. I told him to treat me when I visit him in London. Hehehe. Anyway, that friend of mine who's leaving has a bestfriend whom I have a big crush on since college. He was also there at the despedida party. My long lost crush is still as pogi as ever. =D Had a long chat with him during the party. He was very gentleman to entertain us (me & gen) during the party because we barely knew the people there. Bait talga! Kaya ko 'to crush e. Hihi.

Few weeks back, Finnish embassy informed me that I cannot apply for a business visa because I havent completed my 6 months waiting period in between visa applications. I have consumed the maximum 90days stay in EU for the last 5mos. I am technically only allowed to apply again for a business visa in November. Since I am one of the very very few resources who can be sent in helsinki, my company made arrangements. I was asked to apply for a work permit instead of the usual business visa. And then my employer asked for our Finnish client's help so that processing would be a breeze. I think everything was taken cared of. Im just waiting for my visa's release. Im scheduled to leave in a few weeks. Again, im about to witness Nokia's power when it comes to embassy issues. Nokia put Finland back in the globe that's why they're so almighty in the Finnish embassy to the philippines. Hihihi. Hope that everything goes well.

Last week, HH and I went out with his old friends. It's so funny when we talk about the same old stories over again but still end up laughing about it. Signs of growing old! Hahaha.

Im really tired and hungry. im going home in a few minutes.

Thursday, September 01, 2005

Friendster Survey #10

1. fave pizza parlor?
~ im not really a big fan of pizza but the best ive eaten so far came from yellow cab

2. fave burger and fries combo?
~ McDo Bueno El Maco Burger... only available in Europe

3. fave chiken recipe and part?
~ fried chicken hot and cripy from KFC... breast part.

4. fave dessert?
~ ice cream, tiramisu, Cantonese kitchen's mango pudding, beard papa's cream puff

5. fave drink to go with your meal?
~ water

6. fave pulutan?
~ yahoo fastfood's liempo

7. fave midnight snack?
~ ice cream

CHILDHOOD.

1. fave memory?
~ nighttime street games with my cousins

2. fave playmates?
~ cousins

3. fave toy?
~ barbie, lutu-lutuan

4. fave outdoor game?
~ patintero, chinese garter

5. mommy or daddy type of kid?
~ pops!

CLOTHING AND STUFF.

1. fave get up?
~ shirt, jeans, walking shoes

2. fave brand of shirt?
~ esprit, mango (sobrang lambot!)

3. fave brand of shoe?
~ none in particular. i keep an open mind with shoe brands. hahaha.

4. fave scent?
~ d&g light blue, victoria's secret colognes

5. fave accessory?
~ earrings

6. fave sleepwear?
~ shirt and boxers

7. fave place to shop clothes?
~ helsinki during change of season sale! online sale!

8. fave makeup?
~ not particular with the brand except for face powder, CoverGirl.

TECH STUFF.

1. fave phone
~ nokia power phones of course!

2. fave tech stuff that you have right now?
~ canon ixus sd500

3. ps2 or xbox?
~ i dont play video games

4. fave gadget that you still don't have and plan to buy in the future?
~ maybe a new sony mp3 player HD5 or a new nokia phone

LAST

1. last food u ate?
~ nissin's yakisoba, pandesal with sausage from punzi

2. last place u went to?
~ pantry

3. last persons u went out with?
~ jayjay

4. last alcoholic beverages u drank?
~ tagaytay overnight, smirnoff ice

5. last mong suot?
~ office clothes... long sleeves and slacks