...fall in love. Not even soon or in the near future. And definitely not with him. =(

I hate it that just because I am lonely, I am easily swayed and swept-off by overly kind and caring people. Yes, you are undeniably sweet, tall, dark and handsome (at least for my standards). You say goodmorning and you ask me how my day went every single day. You even tell me that you miss me every once in a while. Focus! You need to focus! You did not come here to the US to fall in love and get hurt again. Okay... my brain is talking aloud.

He just melts my heart away. hayyyy...

Repeat after me... Should not fall in love. Should not fall in love. Should not fall in love.

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Just got back from a long weekend trip to San Francisco. I visited our family friend's house again in SFO after 6 months since I came here to the US. I had a great weekend... ok that's an understatement! I had an awesome fun weekend and would love to do it again and again and again!

When I got to the airport last thursday evening, I thought this will be one of my worse trips ever because my flight got delayed for 2 f*ckin'hours! I swore I will never fly US Airways domestic again! I was supposed to have dinner out with the twins and their cousin last thursday night but because of my delayed flight, we had to change our plans because my new ETA to SFO is at midnight and by then I'm sure the anacondas in their stomachs would be fiercely mad. Haha.

Friday morning, Tita Rossana and I went to downtown SFO to shop... as usual! Got my Mango and H&M fix finally! After months and months of salivating over the Spring collection from those two shops, I've finally got my shirt and jacket. Yehey! Had lunch at the Moonstar buffet with Ramsey, Cyrus and Tita for Ramsey's 24th birthday. And then when we got home, Irene, Cyrus' mom, was talking about this store near Pier 39 selling cheap but quality clothing and so in an instant we decided to visit the shop. Steve and Barry's shop totally rocks! For a t-shirt and jeans person such as me, this is HEAVEN! Haha. This is my new favorite shop next to Mango, H&M and Esprit. Hehe.

Friday evening, I went clubbing with tita's boys. Hooookay... he made my night. =) I am just not sure though if it was because he was drunk that's why he acted so sweet that night or he's really into me. Asa pa! Haha. Oh well, if he's just drunk, I was just buzzed so I clearly remember everything. I don't want to go into details but let's just say that there were lots of dancing, grinding, hugging, rubbing, holding and stuff like that went on during the night. Hahaha. And then two girls approached him and wanted to dance with him and I told him to go dance with them but he turned them down. And then he went behind me and whispered to my ear, "I turned them down because of you"... Awwww.... hayyy... And then whenever a stranger would try to dance with me, he'd grab my hand and pull me towards him. He's so protective of me. And I am so loving it! Haha. Shet! Mahal ko na yata sha. Here I go again!

Saturday, we went to Vacaville outlet to do more shopping. I was with Tita and Rex. We were supposed to go to Napa Valley to do winetasting but Ron had a bad hangover from the previous night and could not go with us so we decided to just go shopping. Shopaholic in action again! Saturday evening we went clubbing again somewhere near the pier and third. The club was so-so. I liked the other club better. Anyway, we danced again but this time he was more tamed probably because he wasn't drunk. Hahaha.

Sunday... I went with them to church... INC. Since women in their church wear skirts or dresses, I was forced to wear a dress. The t-shirt and jeans person, wore a dress!!! Amazing! Went to a mall right after church service and did a little more shopping with the twins and tita. Then went home so I can pack and get ready for my flight back to Phoenix.

The twins took me to the airport. When I was saying my goodbyes to them and giving them a hug, he said the three magic words. Fine... he was just expressing his sisterly love for me. No malice! No malice! Of course I did not answer back. I wanted to but I couldn't! Hayyyy...

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Basing it from John's definition of "HOME", yes, I am back home in Phoenix. Arrived SFO last night and stayed there overnight. And then I left SFO at 6am this morning for Phoenix then went straight here at the office from the airport. Lagari to the max ito! I've never felt so groggy, tired and useless as now! Talk about billable petiks days!

One week in Manila felt like a month. Although I barely spent time with my family back in Manila, I am still glad I saw them. As what I've said in my previous post, when God grants a lot of your wishes, you need to sacrifice something as great...

- I think my finances will be in trouble in the next few months
- Boss and I had an argument this morning... knowing him, he'll take it personally and forever bring up that argument in future discussions. Hayyy
- My cable and internet was not fixed last week
- I know I am abusing my body and I wouldn't be surprised if it will breakdown on me one of these days.

I'm going back to SFO this thursday for a real vacation/break. I honestly feel guilty for sneaking out of my projects' busiest and most critical days. =( Do I even deserve to have a break?

Still jetlagged... Regardless of the time I sleep, I am awake by 4am. F*ck!

What My Name Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

I think this perfectly describes me...